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Dysthymia

by Turd Sandwich

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1.
Dysthymia 02:08
I’m alone, sedated and slothful, the hopes of tomorrow are crippled and dazed Self-loathing is the thing I hate most about myself Feels like I’m dead forever but my breathing still causes pain I’m stuck in agony only happy on amphetamines I try to drink all night and sleep all day I try to ease the pain and keep these thoughts away This is no scream in silence This is a soothing thread Because with every day I feel a little closer to death And now I’m falling apart And I give myself up Picking up the pieces of my heart, well I’ve had enough I’m sick of falling in love Fuck those acquaintance ties We’re disappointments to each other Fucking up each other’s lives This world’s not my world And I’m not myself It’ll be a pleasure to end this hell
2.
New friends won’t ever be close Old friends just stay at home New friends don’t give a shit Old friends live in other towns Sociality and desire, I guess that all is gone I lie awake at night cause friends of mine think nothing’s wrong Just a kid with twenty-seven Mum and dad can spoil me still Boredom and unemployment My doctor knows that I just can’t get well Old friends just don’t understand New friends turn up their nose New friends are always talking shit I guess there’s just no friend at all I guess I lose my temper Just like I’m losing friends I’m just an idiot who knows that everyone is dumb as well New friends won’t ever be close Old friends just stay at home New friends don’t give a shit Old friends live in other towns
3.
Dresscore 01:03
Okay let’s see what’s this years news A crusty look and bad tattoos? They claim to be one of a kind But why do they all look alike? Fuck punk fashion They draw circle As and circle Ns But without meaning just to pretend Punk is more than shitty trends I’m not sorry we can’t be friends Fuck punk fashion What the fuck is wrong with this shallow scene? We’re running after trends and we’re anxious to please We’re wasting our time with dumpster glamour Punk is just another product on the coat hanger Fuck punk fashion
4.
Evolution is a dead end We’re build to self-destruct The perception of what we depict, Our self is pathological Our sickly minds spoiled by hubris and pride Stuck in the notion that we’re one of a kind So spend your cash and breed your kids Be assured it’s great what you depict Lie to yourself until you’re dead Your petty life is fucking trash Our sickly minds spoiled by hubris and pride Stuck in the notion that we’re one of a kind What have I done to myself? I grew accustomed to hate
5.
My enthusiasm crashes like waves against castle walls They’re build on sand but still remain I’m tired to death of playing this game I sip my drink, think ‘what the hell’ I’ll die heartbroken in my cell Alone in a crowd Alone under friends Isolation, black despair No use in screaming with no one there Self-medication till my heart stops I feel relief my soul is left to rot
6.
Blink 187 01:35
To everyone who's struck by loneliness If hope is gone deep in your heart If you're sick of searching for an answer If your existence is war If your life and thoughts just move in circles Alienated from all friends Don't you dare to cut the circuit A little longer stand the pace Find out what's good for your health What's good for yourself Fuck other people cause they're the true hell Don't ever give up Though this world is fucked You're not the only one who feels that we're stuck I'm all by myself Hate everyone else This world's full of shit don't allow it to prevail
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credits

released October 17, 2019

All songs written by Turd Sandwich
Except Dogfood written by Upper/Downer
Recorded by Turd Sandwich
Mixed and mastered by Philipp Engel
Cover art by Anna Schuhr
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